read a book
Subtle Art of Not Giving A F..K by Mark Manson. That's my 3rd time reading this book. It is one of my "100 books to keep" collection because of its unique way of looking at personal awareness. The one sentence blows my mind every time I read it.

"Maturity is what happens when one learns to only give a f.ck about what's truly f.ckworthy."

That is an insane awareness sentence for me and make me understand why I had problems in the past just because I gave unnecessary f..ck to situations. Why I saw many things as a personal attack. 

Make sure you get that before its too late...